-Christmas-

Hey!! It's gonna be Christmas soon!! Merry Christmas to all my Christian friends!!!

Anyway, we did went to watch the movie Royale Casino. The seats nice and all but me & Hew sat RRRIIIGGGHHTTT up FFFRRROOONNTTT causing us to strain our neck that we ended up sleepin instead of watchin the movie! hheheheh well..i was supposed to do night shift anyway that night!! So wat the heck! hahaha.... After the movie, Me & Alina went back to the office to work! *sad* Was so sleepy!!! hahahah I was tipsy as well...*wink*

Then on 4Dec, I met Abby & Milah and watch movie together. After that, went shoppin for shoes! Haiz...when im depressed, i spend my money like water!!! After that, i'll suffer before the end of month! heheheh Then, on the 18 Dec, went out with Richard, Sheryl, Fareen & Abg Yusri. Richard sayang was so good. Took care of us gerls! hehhe and paid for everything somemore....

And now it's gonna be Christmas time!! Had some food gathering at our office but me & Alina couldn't make it as we are in the midnight shift. So i got a gift from Fareen. A white musk toilette. Nice smell gerl.. THen i got Lory a soft pillow with potpourri! And she said she almost suffocate from the smell when she sleep cuz she hugs the pillow!!! hahahah...aiyoh Ate!!! Who asked you to hug that when you sleep?? ehehheeh

Lights along Orchard Road are so beautiful but it's so packed with hundred/thousands of pple from all over the world!!!!!! Errrkkkzzzzz........ and also at night when i wanted to go to work, it's always traffic jam!! haiz.... Tonight will be my last night then i'll be off on Christmas! yeah!!! Wanna rest on that off day. Then go on leave..... stay at home of course. Where else to go with no money in hand?? so broke!

K...it's 6.03am right now. Gonna wait for any check out guests then go home. Nothing to do now. So bored!! K will update more later! Bye for now........ Love you sweety!!!!

-Been Bz-

My goodness!!! Been so busy with work lately! And also got myself sick! Well, due to the dirty air in the back office! Hm....my life? It's ok.... No social life watsoever since i joined this hotel line. I spent most of my time at work if i worked in morning shift. And will only be back home at about 4am if i worked in the afternoon shift! hahaha...well, i love this job! im pratically married to this job!!!

A company tried to get me to apply for the hotel industry line with them. I don't know. I mean, i just applied. Cuz, i did thought of changing to another hotel. But then, it'd be a bad idea if i changed to another hotel cuz i do love workin there though the management is now...hm..... Anyway, i'll just hang on for now lah ok? Cuz i love the pple there other then the upper management! hahahha...Kiddin!!!! ooopsie.....

Hm...got the Takashimaya Voucher of $80. Wat should i buy with it? New working shoes? Clothes? Bags? hm...not enough lah. Anyway, my HP IPAC is spoiled!! No voice or sound comin out from it!! *pouts* Darn! Actually asked Abg Yusri to help me send me to the service center, but then i'm still waiting for the call from Courts with regards to the warranty card. Hm.... darn it! So it's ok lah bro! Some other time we go riding aite!! hahahah

Well...i'll be workin morning shift for this week..And next week on the 29th, there's a movie thingy goin on over at vivo. So...laterz....

So anyway, last Saturday, i was so bored that i went to Jurong East Entertainment and watched movie alone! yes!!! ALONE!!!!! I watched the movie "Step Up"! The movies great!! I love it! Well...it's associates with arts, music and dance! of course i LOVE it!!! If only Singapore has such schools that has everythin associates with Music!!! And the male lead is so handsome!!! mmmmm....yummy!!! tall and lean with nice washboards!!! mmmmmmm....so marvellicious & delicious!! hahahahha Now now dear...don't be jealous! I love you for the way you are!! hahahah

K lah...now i wanna watch Korean show that princess thingy show! hahaha..... Love it! K bye!!!

- Away for So Long -

been away for so long! Sorry peeps! Lotsa things had happened which i won't elaborate of course thank you very much! hahahah

Anyway, Im sick!! Dammit!!! Havin that flu and bad sore throat!! Was on leave for 2days. Missin tat sumone...well,...actually missin 3pple out there!!! but ..... hehehhehe Anyway, tomorrow i'll be on afternoon shift. Next week is HARI RAYA!! Wow!! So fast! Sadly i just don't feel the spirit of Hari Raya. I've been feelin like this since my Late Grandpa died. And tat was back in 1998!!!! Ya.... I always went along with it but dun really have that spirit to celebrate! And i don't even have money to distribute to lil kids out there!! Erm...mayb cuz i bought myself a new phone, HP IPAQ? hehehehe yeah...i noe... no money but still want to splurge! Well....tot of treatin myself to somethin nice since ive been feelin so down and depressed lately! Yipee~~~ so much for new beginning huh??

Actually... i do miss my ex.....*sad* i miss him alot!!!!! But tat damn aaaaarrrggghhhh.........i won't even mentioned it over here!!! Just dunwan to have anythin to do with that family anymore!!!

I miss all my frenz but....ive no one to talk to cuz they are all far away from me... So hence, the wall's my fren...cuz they dun mind me ventin my anger or frustration or sadness on them.... I've made some good collies....Indrani & Lory! Surprisingly huh??!! hahahah....... And i was so touched and almost broke into tears upon knowing that Indrani actually prayed for me when she was at the temple before coming to work!!! She knows that i've been feelin sad lately so she actually tot of me and prayed for me!! Thanx Indrani!!! I never expected tat so im very very VERY touched by wat u did!!! Thank you!!

Haiz.... can't sleep! Somethin just happened and i don't like it at all!! dammit!! So hard to please some pple!! When im kiddin, they're always misunderstood me!! And don't even bother to apologise!! Dammit!!!!

K lah.... im gonna do wat i think i need to do...*have no idea wat im supposed to do* im irritated with this stupid sore throat of mine!!! Laterz peepz......

- Still Sick -

Guess what? I'm still sick!!! *sigh* Anyway, worked with Chau last two nights. Now? With Lory. She's ok. Understand some of the work now. Printing of reg card and such. Then, had supper with Abg Sha'ari, Abg Izad & Lory at the Modesto's. Me & Lory had MeeKuah but poor Lory, she's not used to eat local food so she doesn't really enjoy it. But had fun having supper with us.

Anyway, I can't wait for Friday!!!! Will be pickin up tat little someone! Yipeeeeee!!!! Hopefully she'll be able to adapt to me! kekekek I've already fallen in love with her by lookin at her pic. Then, go home, rest and sleep for at least few hours then go out with that someone and her then go window shopping. *smile* Hope everythin will go as planned. Gosh...fallen in love with everything with them. So irresistable! kekekekek

Just have to get my family approval though i know it'll be a negative. But no matter what, i'll follow what my heart says and not my brain! So far what i had with Faizal was with my heart and brain! Mostly with my brain coz im rebelling. But what i had with this someone new is TOTALLY different. Im able to think rationally with my heart and try to solve things now rather than rebelling. So both of us knew we can work things out. He's just afraid that my family won't approve of us and there goes our plan to be together. I now know what's best for me though i know i'll have alot and i really mean ALOT of obstacles. Pray for me aite ya'all!!!

Im very sleepy right now!! Tomorrow will be my last night with Lory & Abg Sha'ari. Then Friday!! Yeah!! Can't Wait!! heheheh K it's 6am now. See ya guys later!!

- I'm Sick Yet Again -

Im Sick again!! Darn!! Yesterday on 16th morning, the moment i stepped into the house, i started sneezing! Why? Cuz there's alot of F****** dust in the house as the house is undergoin a "shifting" session! *sigh* That's precisely i want to stay on at work and not go home! And so from there, i started sneezin all the way till work. I thought, after poppin some panadol, everythin will be ok. BUT..... i started to sneeze the whole night away. I can't concentrate doin my work as i keep sneezin and also felt sleepy after poppin 2panadols. Luckily, Abg Yusoff did all the posting or wateva without bothering me. Thanx "Uncle"! *LOL* By 4.20am 17th Sept, i finished my work for the night. Once everythin is settled, i actually went to the locker for my half hour break and slept on that hard bench in the girl's locker room. Pathetic right? I know.

Today, the whole day i slept through. Must be becuz of the medicine that i took. By then, my fever shot up and my throat is unbearable. So heaty. That someone called but i just could not answer the phone so i keep hangin up the phone which leads him to be quite pissed off thinkin im angry with him and do not want to talk to him. Sayang... sorry k? My throat's in pain so i can't really talk. But luckily he understand. He said he'll bring me to the doctor after work this morning but i declined. No money and i still have the medicine so it's ok. Don't waste right? He wanted me to go to his house where he can take care of me but his nephew's at home. So don't want him to be infected. I also don't want. heheheh But that's just his expression of sayin he do care and wants to take care of me! *aaaaawwwwwww* thank you sayang. But not now. Ok? Next year when we are legal ok? Insyaallah.

Im at work now. When i came in, my face was so "black". Chau was the first to noticed so i just said it's ok. Im sick that's all. Then when i went out to the reception, Abg Sha'ari's turn to ask. And he keep askin me to smile as im at the front. Then, Sharum the security guy happened to walked by so when Abg Sha'ari asked me to smile, i looked at Sharum and smile except that he wasn't lookin at me. Then, Abg Sha'ari looked at me then to Sharum, and said, "Oh.. i asked you to smile, but you looked at him and smile eh?" I then replied that Sharum wasn't even lookin at me and i was smiling for the sake of smiling cuz he told me to. Ahakz. *smile* After i settled my things outside, i went in with a f****** face and Sheryl, Chau & Abg Sha'ari asked whether im ok or not. I just replied, No Im not and apologise to them in advance.

Right now, my work is done and so is Abg Yusoff's. Aaaaarrrggghhh.... he's smokin in here!! Luckily my nose is stuck! hehehehe Can't wait to go home and rest! *sigh* Should i go and take MC since Chau will be workin night tonight? But then, it's only her 2nd time doin night shift. Won't be fair to her if i don't come. So i think i'll come lah. For you ok sayang?? LOL

K now, i think i want to rest for awhile. My nose is stuck! uuuurrrrggghhhh i hate this type of flu! Always leads to fever, sore throat, cough then jeng jeng jeng....Asthma! *sigh* K lah....tata pple! Ciaoz.....

- Been Busy & Happy With My Life -

Been quite busy lately with work and very happy with my life with that sumone new. Really tryin to work things out you know. But we'll see how it goes.

Work wise, been quite busy since it's the IMF right now. Convention period so everywhere, the rate is quite high. Been workin late lately, stayin back to finish up work. Right now, im workin midnight shift with Abg Yusoff. Im feeling so tired and sleepy right now. Trying to move about and keep busy though there's nothing to do to keep me busy! LOL Fasting month coming soon. So i requested to work night shift during the fasting month. BUt of course not for the whole of 1 month. Wouldn't be fair to Hew and the rest. Chau and Lory will be doin night shift with me. So i have to trained them. The first two days of fasting month, i'll be on the morning shift. Ahhhh...dreadful man!! But John mentioned that he'll do something about it the following week. Thanx boss!

My life with my family so far is ok. Naughty naughty nieces around me! Buey Tahan ah!! LOL They are so naughty. Kamilia is so attached to her Mickey Mouse stuff toy that she brings "him" everywhere and you know.... making small talk with "him", petting "him", tryin to get "him" to sit and watch tv with her. So cute & funny i tell you! *smile* And Zaara is trying to talk right now. Hair growing long, with her round face, petit lookin though all of us in the family are kinda big size! LOL So no matter how tired i am after work, i'll try to spend time with them, try to talk to them and then go and rest or sleep. If they are asleep when im back from work, i'll tend to make it a habit to stroke their hair and kiss them before i go to sleep. Tryin to be a mother? A good one and tryin to be more tolerant i guess?? hahahaha better start now rite?

My love life? hhhmmmmmmmm.........*floating on air* hehehe yeah... Im happy with my love life right now. He cares for me and my well being. And me to him as well. Although, he's much more mature and older than me by few years, he's like a young boy again when he's around me. So cute. Fallin in love again but holdin myself back for some reason. Tryin to keep it simple and go with the flow. I don't want things like what i had with Faizal happened again. *stares into spaces*

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Anyway, i gotta get back to work. Will blog again when im free. Ciaoz....

To that someone who came into my life when im down....Thank you for being there forme.

- Sleepy Head -

Tonight is my last night with Abg Sha'ari. Then tomorrow onwards will be with Alina. Tonight is a very sleepy night for Abg Sha'ari. Donnoe what's wrong with Him! LOL Finished my work at 7.20am. Still got time to type over here though im sleepy rite now! Gosh! Luckily finished my work at about 5am. Then helped this dude Abg Sha'ari of course with the group envelope! *Lol*

Gosh, im hungry, sleepy, headache, all into one. Can't wait to go home and sleep! Missin that sumone badly! Hmmm....... Well, anyway, it's 6.05am. Gotta harrass other hotels for their occupancy now! Ciaoz....